Camille, 65
“Marcus will go down on me for as long as it takes. He has a gentle touch and is an amazing kisser.”
I met Marcus on Guardian Soulmates nine years ago. I had been divorced for eight years, and getting back into dating was tough—I struggled to find a genuine man. We messaged back and forth about our shared love of films and found out we only lived 10 minutes apart. He really took the pressure off our first date by writing: “If there isn’t a romantic spark, we can just be friends who watch films together at our local cinema.” But when we met, we both felt a connection.
Even so, I decided to wait before having sex with him. I’d had bad experiences with men who slept with me and then disappeared. Marcus was very respectful and patient.
He’s taught me that it’s not all about penetration. In my previous marriage, the sex was like a checklist, with each of us taking turns. It felt like a routine task—done without care, interest, or enthusiasm. My ex-husband wasn’t very nice to me. I found it hard to understand how he expected me to sleep with him when we weren’t in a good place. Sometimes we would have sex and not even kiss. Marcus is happy to take his time and go down on me for as long as it takes for me to orgasm. He has a gentle touch and is an amazing kisser.
The other day, I dressed up in only a leather jacket and high boots, and Marcus took racy photos.
We still live in our separate homes, near each other. It works well for us because from Monday to Thursday I’m often overwhelmed by my stressful job and don’t have the energy for sex. Fridays are the best time for us. I’ll ask him: “Do you fancy having sex?” He always says yes, and I never feel rejected. In the past, I dressed up in sexy underwear for my ex, and he just laughed at me. The other day, I dressed up in only a leather jacket and high boots, and Marcus took racy photos of me.
We spend weekends at each other’s houses and prioritize our sex life. My kids are grown up and out of the house, so it’s a different experience to be able to walk around the house naked with your boyfriend. He often compliments my body. When I was young, I was super slim. Now I’ve put on a bit of weight, but it’s encouraging that Marcus is always telling me how good I look.
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Marcus, 59
“Camille has an incredible body. She is the most desirable woman I’ve ever been with.”
I was quite newly single when Camille and I started chatting. I was intrigued by our compatibility—I had been in a long marriage and a long-term relationship, and in both cases, we’d become less and less compatible as time went on. I would invite my partner to the cinema or an exhibition, but she had lost interest in coming to those things with me. On our first date, Camille and IWe went out for lunch and then to see a film, and all I wanted was to keep talking to her for the rest of the night. I didn’t mind at all that she wanted to wait a few weeks before having sex.
When Camille comes out of the bathroom naked, I always tell her it’s the first treat of my day.
We live separately and usually don’t have sex from Monday to Thursday. Before her current job, I’d often pick her up from the station and we’d go straight to bed after work. Now she works so late that we don’t have time for that. If I’m there during the week, I can see how stressed she is – and I’m happy just to kiss or cuddle. It’s not about me at that moment, and the last thing I’d do is try to start something. She has Fridays off, so that’s a regular chance for us. On weekends, we love doing it before leaving the house.
I felt a lot of rejection in my past relationships. With my second long-term partner, our sex life faded to almost nothing. In my marriage, my wife would say things like “you’ve missed your chance.” I hadn’t even noticed an opportunity – but apparently, instead of going to the shops, we could have been having sex. With Camille, she tells me when she wants to have sex, and she makes the first move. I always know where I stand.
When Camille comes out of the bathroom naked, I always tell her it’s my first treat of the day. She doesn’t believe me, but she has an incredible body. She’s the most desirable woman I’ve ever been with, and I often find myself basking in the afterglow of our time together.
Names have been changed.
Frequently Asked Questions
Here is a list of FAQs based on the quote My ex wouldnt even kiss me during sex Marcus is happy to take his time
Beginner Questions
Q What does the quote My ex wouldnt even kiss me during sex Marcus is happy to take his time actually mean
A It means the speaker is contrasting two very different romantic experiences Their ex was emotionally distant and made sex feel impersonal Their new partner Marcus is the oppositehes patient focused on the moment and likely more affectionate and attentive
Q Is this quote about just kissing or is it about something bigger
A Its about something bigger Kissing is a symbol of intimacy and connection The quote highlights the difference between feeling like a body versus feeling cherished and cared for
Q Why is kissing during sex so important to some people
A For many kissing is a core part of feeling connected It creates a sense of emotional closeness passion and mutual desire When its missing it can feel like the act is purely physical and detached
Q What does happy to take his time mean in this context
A It means Marcus isnt rushing to the finish line He enjoys the journeythe foreplay the kissing the touching and the overall experience He prioritizes pleasure and connection over speed
Intermediate Questions
Q My partner does the same thing my ex did How do I tell them I need more kissing without hurting their feelings
A Use I statements and focus on what you want not what theyre doing wrong For example I feel so much closer to you when we kiss a lot during sex It makes me feel so connected to you Can we try doing more of that This is a request not a criticism
Q Is it a red flag if someone doesnt want to kiss during sex
