Ba ni da sha'awar abin da mutane sukan kira fina-finan "feelgood". Ba za ka kama ni ina son ƙarshen farin ciki ba, kuma ba ni da sha'awar fina-finan Disney ma—a gaskiya, duk waɗannan dabbobi masu magana da gimbiyoyi marasa aibi suna ɗan tsorata ni. Na fi son ɓangaren tauri, mara kyau na abubuwa: mai salo mai yankan Knife+Heart, kisan da ya mayar da hankali kan salon a In Fabric, da kuma sha'awar fina-finan snuff a Thesis. Ainihin, jima'i da jini. Na dogon lokaci, fim ɗin da na fi so shi ne Crimes of the Future, wani fim mai tayar da hankali game da gwaje-gwajen jima'i-tiyata.
'Magani ga duk abubuwan damuwa': me yasa Stardust shine fim ɗina na feelgood
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Amma akwai fim ɗaya da ke nuna ɓangaren taushi na sha'awata, wanda nake komawa akai-akai don jin wannan farin ciki mai ruɗi, mai kama da soyayya. Wannan fim ɗin shine Bound. Shi ne fim ɗin farko na Wachowski sisters a 1996, kuma labarin shine tsarin soyayya na gaba da juna mai haɗari: Corky, mai aikin famfo, da Violet, budurwar ɗan daba. Lokacin da idanunsu suka haɗu a cikin lif, wannan ƙaramin sarari ya cika da sha'awar jima'i—yana da wutar lantarki.
Abin da ya sa wannan fim ɗin yayi aiki shine haɗin kai mara misaltuwa tsakanin Corky, wanda Gina Gershon ta taka da namijin salo, da Violet, wanda Jennifer Tilly ta taka da matuƙar sha'awar jima'i. An dauki fim ɗin gaba ɗaya daga hangen nesa na sapphic: muna samun hotuna na kusa da hannayen Corky da yawa suna aiki akan bututu, suna ratsa ramuka, da kuma kwance abubuwa a hankali, dalla-dalla, kusan hotuna masu sha'awa.
Ka faɗi abin da kake so game da ko 'yan wasan kwaikwayo masu bayyana luwadi ya kamata su taka rawar luwadi, amma wannan fim ɗin—wanda ya fito da manyan 'yan wasa mata biyu madaidaitan kuma masu jinsi na asali—shine babban koyarwa a cikin sha'awar jima'i na 'yan madigo. 'Yan wasan biyu sun kama yanayin butch/femme da kyau ba tare da tilastawa ko wa'azi ba kamar yawancin fina-finai na baya. Suna ƙirƙirar dangantaka da ta ji kamar gaskiya (sai dai fiye da zafi).
Yaya nake son wannan fim ɗin? Bari in ƙidaya hanyoyin. Shekara ɗaya kawai bayan ta taka rawar vampy Cristal Connors a fim ɗin Vegas na 1995 mai banƙyama Showgirls, yana da ban mamaki ganin yadda Gershon ta canza gaba ɗaya zuwa hoton butch. Yana da kyau a ce murmushin Corky na wayo da gashin kanta mai ruɗi mai yiwuwa sun yi wahayi ga Shane daga The L Word.
Sannan akwai Jennifer Tilly. Ta kasance kamar 'yar tsana—sha'awarta tana nan a saman, a cikin murmushinta da huci mai ban mamaki. Amma a ƙarƙashinsa, tana da ƙarfi da tauri. Tana taka rawar mace mai rikitarwa wacce ke amfani da fara'arta don sarrafa maza da samun abin da take so, mace da aka kama da kyawunta. Tilly ta ba da abin da nake ganin shine mafi kyawun wasan kwaikwayo da na taɓa gani game da rayuwar biyu na 'yar madigo da ke wucewa a matsayin madaidaiciya.
Ko ta yaya, komawa ga labarin. Bayan haduwarsu ta farko, abubuwa sun zama masu dacewa sosai: Corky, wanda aka saki daga kurkuku, yana da rauni musamman ga fara'ar Violet na mace. A wani mataki da za a iya bayyana shi da sha'awa kawai, Corky ta yarda ta taimaka mata da wani shiri na hauka na satar dala miliyan 2 daga daba da kuma zargin saurayinta. A gaskiya, da alama zan yi duk abin da Violet ta ce in yi.
Amma a gaskiya, makircin laifin ba shi da muhimmanci a gare ni. Shin na damu ko sun yi nasara? Ba sosai ba. Idan kana da sha'awar, duk da haka, akwai wasu lokuta masu gajiyarwa—kusan anti-femme—inda Corky ta fara shakka ko Violet 'yar madigo ce da gaske ko kuma za ta bar ta ga namiji a farkon dama. Amma duk da haka, har yanzu sun sami ƙarshen farin ciki.
Abin sha'awa, labarin yana nuna kamance tsakanin lokacin Corky a kurkuku da nau'in hukuncin Violet: shekarun da ta ɓoye ainihin kanta a cikin dangantaka madaidaiciya da maza don kawai ta tsira da kuɗi. A ƙarshen fim ɗin, tserewa daga kurkuku da tarin kuɗi, dukansu sun 'yanta: Corky daga tsarin shari'a, da Violet daga iyakokin duniyar madaidaiciya, mai jinsi na asali. Al'ummar heterosexual. Ko da yake wannan fim ɗin ya fito kimanin shekaru 30 da suka wuce—shekarar da aka haife ni—har yanzu shine mafi kyawun nuna yanayin jima'i na 'yan madigo da na taɓa gani a kan allo. Wachowski sisters (dukansu 'yan madigo masu canza jinsi) ba a bayyana su a bainar jama'a a lokacin ba, amma sun kasance masu ƙarfin hali a yin fina-finai: sun kama wasa, ɓarna, da farin ciki na dangantakar sapphic a cikin Bound. Ni daga wani tsara na daban fiye da daraktoci, kuma ya kamata in sami wakilcin 'yan madigo da yawa a gare ni, amma ba tare da wannan fim ɗin da mata biyu masu canza jinsi suka yi a shekarun 1990 ba, da ba zan sami shaidar fina-finai na jima'i na ba.
Bound yana samuwa akan Kanopy ko don haya a dijital a Amurka, da kuma don haya a dijital a Burtaniya da Ostiraliya.
