A nan a kan mataki a wani mashaya a Camden, Barry Quinlan, shugaban ƙungiyar rock ta Irish Bleech 9:3, yana nuna ƙarfin Ian Curtis na Joy Division. Yana durƙusa yana jujjuya kusa da mike, idanunsa a kulle a bangon baya, yayin da matasa masu farin ciki ke tashi suna juyawa a cikin da'irar. Wasan kwaikwayon a tsakiyar watan Mayu yana da wannan kuzarin "Na kasance a can" kamar farkon wasannin Arctic Monkeys ko Fontaines D.C. Tare da manyan kamfanoni suna sanya hannu kan Bleech 9:3 a bangarorin biyu na Tekun Atlantika, da yawa daga cikin kwanakin bikin a wannan bazara, da kuma wani kundi mai ban sha'awa mai ban sha'awa mai ban sha'awa mai ban sha'awa, ba da daɗewa ba za su yi wasa da manyan wurare fiye da wannan.
Amma lokacin da na sadu da Barry da abokan aikinsa uku a farkon wannan rana, babu wannan kuzarin rashin natsuwa. Bleech 9:3 ya kawo natsuwa a dakin taron a ofisoshin kamfanin gudanarwarsu, yayin da ma'aikata ke gaggawa a waje. Wannan natsuwa tana da wuya: Barry da guitarist Sam Duffy su ne masu tallafawa juna a Alcoholics Anonymous (AA). Quinlan yana murmushi: "Shirin ne na sirri, don haka za mu ce 'wanda ake zargin mai tallafawa.'"
Bleech 9:3 ya fara ne a matsayin nau'i biyu: Barry da ƙanensa bassist James a cikin wata ƙungiya, da guitarist Sam da drummer Luke O'Neill a wata. A cikin ƙungiyarsa ta baya, da sabon natsuwa da ruhaniya, Barry ya rubuta "waƙoƙi masu haske, kusan masu daɗi." Amma yanzu, "wannan shine ainihin labarin da nake so in fara bayarwa." Sunan "Bleech" yana nufin farawa mai tsabta (ko da yake suna ɓoye ma'anar lambobin a matsayin asiri).
Tare da muryarsa tana tashi a kan gita masu ƙarfi, kundin ya haɗa da hotuna na autofictional kamar jagoran nihilist a cikin Jacky da masu soyayya masu halaka a cikin Cannonball. A cikin No Surprise, yana rera: "Don haka don canza ranakunka na baya / Kira mala'ika ya shuka zuciyarka a kusa da kanka." Ya kira wannan layi "yadda ake yi. Kamar littafi: Sort Yourself Out for Dummies. Nemi wani abu na ruhaniya don ɗaukar abin da ke cikin zuciyarka ka shuka shi a kusa da kanka kamar lambu. Ka shuka soyayya a cikin tunaninka maimakon wurin da ba kowa."
Ya dade yana ƙoƙarin haɓaka tunaninsa tun yana matashi. 'Yan uwan Quinlan sun girma a Dublin "a cikin gida mai yara biyar, gidan mahaukata," in ji Barry. Rayuwar iyali ta cika da kiɗa: "A cikin gidan kakata a County Clare, ina da hoton waɗannan manyan gilashin ruwan inabi ja, hayaƙin sigari, sannan waɗannan waƙoƙi da guitar acoustic. Ya taɓa zuciyata sosai." Amma, ya ce, "mahaifina mahaifinsa ya kasance mashayi. Mahaifiyata mahaifinta ya kasance mai caca. Don haka mun sami shi daga bangarorin biyu. An haife ku da wannan cuta."
Barry, yanzu yana da shekaru 28, ya fara sha yana matashi kuma yana cikin magani yana da shekaru 20. "Ban yi yaƙi da shi ba kwata-kwata: don Allah a saka ni a wani wuri." Amma bayan ya bar cibiyar zama, ya sake komawa cikin sauri. "Wannan ya kawo ni cikin lokacin keɓewa na amfani – ba zan iya yin shi da abokaina ba saboda duk sun san bai kamata in yi shi ba."
Ya sake yin wani magani na mako 15, "kuma na bugu bayan kwana ɗaya da komawa gida." Sa'an nan, a ranar 22 ga Fabrairu 2019, "na shiga wuri na ƙarshe – don Allah – na yi tunani: yaya na ƙare a irin wannan wuri kuma? A cikin wannan tambaya, duk ya same ni. Na yi nisa da kaina, da komai, kuma na san cewa duk yana zuwa gare ni kuma, kamar harsashi ya bar bindiga."
Ya bar tunaninsa ya yi yawo, "cikin duhun daki da bayansa, cikin sararin sama, cikin dare: dole ne akwai wani abu. 'To, Allah, ya fi kyau ka kasance na gaske domin na lalace idan ba kai ba.' Kuma a wannan lokacin, na ji wani abu ya taɓa zuciyata kuma sha'awar amfani ta tafi." Ya yanke shawarar yin wani motsa jiki da aka tambaye shi a baya amma bai shiga sosai ba: rubuta sakamakon mahimmanci guda 10 na jarabarsa. "Na shiga tiyatar rukuni washegari na karanta waɗannan abubuwa da babbar murya kuma na fashe da kuka. Yana da kyau. Ya ji kamar fitar da aljani, kamar isa gaɓar teku a ƙarshe.
Yawan sha yana da al'ada a Ireland. Na fara sha tun ina ƙarami—duk mun yi, yana da shekaru 12 ko 13.
Saboda gwagwarmayar Barry, an tura ɗan'uwansa James zuwa magani yana da shekaru 17. "Iyayena sun riga sun sha wahala a cikin gida tare da Barry, da 'yan uwana mata," in ji shi, yana jin daɗi da shakku fiye da ɗan'uwansa. "Duk mun kasance… duk abin ya lalace, don rashin kyakkyawar kalma. Ni ma na fara nuna alamun. Don haka suka tambaya, 'Kana son zuwa magani?'" Bai daɗe ba—sabanin Barry da Sam, James da Luke ba masu shaye-shaye ba ne. "Mai ilimin hanyoyin kwantar da hankali bai gamsu ba; tabbas ban kasance a can ba. Amma na koyi abubuwa da yawa."
Luke ma ya shafa saboda shaye-shayen da ke kewaye da shi. "Inda muka fito, ya fi zama gama gari," in ji shi. "Yawan sha yana da al'ada a Ireland. Na fara sha tun ina ƙarami, duk mun yi, yana da shekaru 12 ko 13. Kuma jaraba tana cikin iyalina. Ina tsammanin na san yadda zan magance shi da kyau, kuma na san ya kamata a ɗauke shi da muhimmanci." Luke shine mutum na farko da Sam ya tuntuɓi lokacin da yake son zama mai hankali. "Lokacin da Sam ya kira ni, na iya jin cewa tsoro ne kawai. Ina so in kasance tare da shi."
Sam ya dade "yana sha'awar ra'ayin yin maye koyaushe, saboda na daɗe da rashin jin daɗi a jikina." Kowane ƙoƙari na natsuwa yana ɗaukar 'yan watanni, sannan ya gaza. "Lokacin da wannan ƙaiƙayi ya fara gaya maka ka sake sha, ba za ka taɓa tuna yawan matsalar da ta haifar maka a baya ba," in ji Sam. "Sa'a, isassun abubuwa marasa kyau sun faru da ni, kuma na gaza sau da yawa, cewa a ƙarshe lokacin da ƙaiƙayi ya zo, na ce wa Barry: Ina buƙatar yin wani abu game da wannan, ko wani abu mara kyau zai faru." A lokacin, an gabatar da Barry da Sam ta hanyar abokin juna, kuma Barry ya "tallafa wa gungun mutane" a AA, don haka ya taimaka wa Sam ta hanyar shirin matakai 12 na AA.
Barry ya riga ya wuce kwanaki 1,000 ba tare da shaye-shaye ba, amma ba abu mai sauƙi ba ne. "Lokacin da ka kawar da barasa, har yanzu kana da -ism, ka sani?" in ji shi. "Ina ɗaukar wannan jin mara daɗi koyaushe." Da yake ƙoƙarin fahimta, ya ziyarci cibiyar Buddha kusa da Cork, wadda ke da daki mai mutum-mutumin Buddha a gefe ɗaya da Kristi a gefe. Farkawa ta ruhaniya ta farko ta ƙara bayyana. "Na zauna a tsakiya, ba na kallon kowa. Sa'an nan na ji Yesu yana magana, a sarari kamar rana: 'Zo ka yi magana da ni.' Ba zan iya watsi da hakan ba; ban wauta ba ne in rubuta shi a matsayin hauka. Don haka na yi, kuma tun daga lokacin na ji kasancewar wani abu a rayuwata wanda ba zan iya watsi da shi ba. A gare ni, farfadowa hujja ce cewa akwai Allah, kuma jaraba hujja ce cewa akwai shaidan. Kana ganin lalacewa a rayuwar mai jaraba—ga shi, ga iyalinsa: ba komai sai hargitsi da mugunta."
Hakazalika, a shekara ta farko na natsuwa, Sam "yana kan wannan 'girgijen ruwan hoda,' kamar yadda ake kira a farfadowa, wannan sabuwar hanyar rayuwa. Sa'an nan shekara ta farko zuwa ta biyu ta yi wuya sosai." Shi ma ya sami farkawa ta ruhaniya—wanda ya zama ruwan dare a AA, wanda ke ƙarfafa imani da wani iko mafi girma fiye da kanka—amma nasa ya bambanta. "Ban fahimci Katolika ba kwata-kwata. Na gwada shi, da ƙarfi, amma a ƙarshe ina da imani da Allah na sirri. Har yanzu Kirista ne."
Tallafin AA ya kawo su kusa sosai: Barry da Sam suka fara yin kiɗa tare, kuma a ƙarshe dukansu huɗu suka bar ƙungiyoyinsu na baya. Budurwar Sam tana zaune a London, kuma ya gane, "don ƙungiyar ta yi wannan da kyau, muna buƙatar kasancewa a nan, a gaban masana'antar." Ya ƙaura ya fara aiki a wani shagon guitar; Barry ya bi shi. Ya sami aiki a All Saints a Spitalfields, kuma sauran biyun sun isa bayan watanni huɗu. Duk abin da suka sha ya shiga cikin rubuce-rubucen waƙoƙinsu, kuma duk da hayaniyar a cikin kundin su mai suna, ya cika da haske. Luke ya kwatanta sautinsu da "walƙiya da tsawa, babban fashewa. Akwai wani ji na gama gari cewa wannan ƙungiyar ta bambanta – muna yawan murmushi lokacin da muka bar dakin."
Tare da gwagwarmayar kansu – "Cannonball" ya samo asali ne daga dangantakar Sam da ke lalacewa – akwai kuma halaye na gaske daga waje da ƙungiyar. Waƙarsu mafi shahara har yanzu, "Ceiling," ta samo asali ne daga wani mai jaraba wanda ke farfadowa tare da Barry da Sam, amma daga baya ya sake komawa. "Ina tuna kiran waya na ƙarshe da shi," in ji Barry. "Ina cewa, 'Dan'uwa, na fahimta,' kuma ya ce: 'A'a mutum, ba na tsammanin ka fahimta.' Sa'an nan ya katse, kuma bayan wata guda ya mutu. Mutane masu shekarunmu suna mutuwa daga wannan cuta – wannan abu ne da ke ci gaba da kirana, yana ci gaba da fitowa a rubuce-rubucena."
Bleech 9:3 na cikin babban raƙuman gwanin Irish na zamani a yau, daga Fontaines DC zuwa Kneecap, CMAT, Sprints, da sauransu da yawa. Ga Barry, Ireland tana da irin wannan yanayi mai ƙarfi yana jin an samu bayan "dogayen shekarun da wata ƙasa ta mamaye, inda al'adarka ta kasance wani abu, idan ka bayyana shi a fili, za a iya kai maka hari ko jefa ka kurkuku."
Kuma talauci da ƙasar ta fuskanta a tarihi ya sa aka ƙirƙiri fasaha daga "abubuwa marasa yawa da na gama gari. Kowa zai iya rubuta waƙa. Kayan kiɗa sun fi tsada kaɗan, amma suna ko'ina. Kana tunanin mutane suna taruwa a mashaya, suna neman mafaka – yana da zafi fiye da inda suke zaune. Mutane suna raba abubuwa masu wuya ta hanyar fasaha. Ka fito daga ƙasa ɗaya da waɗannan mutane, kuma ka gaji ra'ayin cewa kowa yana da hakki."
'Dole ne mu saki hannun matattu na baya': yadda Ireland ta ƙirƙiri mafi kyawun yanayin kiɗa na zamani a duniya
Ƙungiyar tana aiki ba tare da tsayawa ba; kawai makon da ya gabata sun tallafa wa Nick Cave. "Ina jin komai, mutum," in ji Barry. "Ka juya zuwa wannan injin da ke rayuwa na kusan awa ɗaya kowace rana [don wasan kwaikwayo], kuma sauran lokacin kana ƙoƙarin adana ƙarfinka." Sam ya bayyana tsarin su: "Muna cikin tsakiyar rangadin Burtaniya na mako biyar, sannan muna rubuta kundin, sannan muna yin bukukuwa 40. Sa'an nan a watan Oktoba muna yin rikodi, sannan kuma muna rangada. Amma yaya muke da sa'a, don gajiya yayin da muke bin mafarkinmu?"
Lokacin da kundin ya zo, zai "bayyana babban labarin waɗannan shekarun a gida," in ji Barry. Amma akwai shekaru na hikima da fahimta da aka tattara a cikin ƙaramin kundin su har yanzu. Yin su kai tsaye, in ji Barry, "shine mafi kyawun gwaji: na yadda ka kasance da gaskiya ga fasaharka. Kuma ina matukar farin ciki da mun yi abin da muka yi da waɗannan waƙoƙin, domin wannan ƙaramin layin rayuwa ne kowace rana. Kana iya yin su." Kundin Bleech 9:3 mai suna yanzu yana kan Polydor.
Tambayoyin da Aka Yi Yawa
Anan akwai jerin tambayoyin da aka yi yawa game da ƙungiyar rock ta Irish Bleech 93, maganarsu, da tafiyarsu tare da jaraba da farfadowa
Tambayoyin Matakin Farko
Q Wanene Bleech 93
A Su ƙungiyar rock ce ta Irish da aka sani da sautin su na motsin rai. Kwanan nan sun bayyana a fili game da gwagwarmayarsu da jaraba da hanyarsu ta natsuwa
Q Menene ma'anar maganar Jaraba hujja ce cewa akwai shaidan Farfadowa hujja ce cewa akwai Allah
A Wata hanya ce mai ƙarfi ta faɗi cewa jaraba tana jin kamar ƙarfi mai duhu mai lalacewa wanda ke ɗaukar rayuwarka Farfadowa a gefe guda yana jin kamar ceto mai ban mamaki wanda ke taimaka maka dawo da rayuwarka
Q Shin ƙungiyar tana da addini
A Ba lallai ba ne a ma'anar gargajiya Suna amfani da Allah da shaidan a matsayin misalai na matsanancin girma da ƙasƙanci na jaraba da farfadowa Maganar tana game da gwaninta na ruhaniya ba addini ba
Q Shin duk membobin ƙungiyar suna da matsalolin jaraba
A Bayanan ƙungiyar na jama'a suna mai da hankali kan gwanintar su ta gama gari Duk da cewa ba su ambaci takamaiman membobin ba, suna magana a matsayin ƙungiya game da gwagwarmayar da ta kusan lalata kiɗansu da abokantaka
Q Shin har yanzu suna yin kiɗa
A Ee Sun bayyana sabon kiɗan su a matsayin mai ban mamaki kuma mafi gaskiya fiye da kowane lokaci Natsuwar su ta buɗe sabon matakin ƙirƙira da mai da hankali
Tambayoyin Matsakaici
Q Me yasa Bleech 93 suka yanke shawarar bayyana labarin jarabarsu a fili
A Suna son karya kyama Sun ji cewa ɓoye gwagwarmayar su wani ɓangare ne na matsalar kuma suna fatan gaskiyar su ta taimaka wa magoya bayan da ke fuskantar irin wannan yaƙi Hakanan ya zama dole don warkar da kansu
Q Ta yaya jaraba ta shafi kiɗan ƙungiyar da dangantaka
A Ta kusan lalata su Sun bayyana wasannin da aka rasa amana da aka karya toshewar ƙirƙira da kusan rikici akai-akai Ƙungiyar tana kan ƙarshen rabuwa ta dindindin
Q Wane takamaiman matakai suka ɗauka don farfadowa
