Lokacin da Leighann McCready ta kira 'yarta Jaysley Beck mai shekaru 19 a ranar 15 ga Disamba 2021, babu amsa, amma ta yi watsi da damuwarta. "Jays koyaushe, koyaushe tana amsa wayarta, amma da wuri ne, karfe takwas na safe," in ji ta. Beck, wata soja a Royal Artillery, ta kasance a wani biki a daren da ya gabata a barikinsu na Wiltshire. Wataƙila tana barci.
Lokaci ne mai cike da aiki, kidayar Kirsimeti. Ba da daɗewa ba, ana sa ran Beck za ta dawo gida a Cumbria, inda iyayenta – McCready da Anthony Beck – suka mallaki gidan shan giya na ƙauye. McCready ta riga ta sayi rigar barci na Kirsimeti iri ɗaya don Beck da babbar 'yarta Emilli su sa a ranar.
Beck ita ma tana shirye-shiryen bukukuwan. Ta kasance tana siyayyar Kirsimeti kwana biyu da suka gabata, tana kira da tuntuɓar mahaifiyarta duk ranar, wadda ke aika kuɗin don biyan komai. Ta sayi kyaututtuka don kanta da 'yar'uwarta: jakar Gucci, bel da jaka. Don mahaifinta, ta sayi tikitin wasan kwaikwayo na James Blunt don su biyu su halarta tare a watan Fabrairu. A ƙarshen sayayyar, Beck ta aika wa mahaifiyarta sako: "Mu biyu ne masu sa'a ko ba haka ba, Mama? Na gode, na gode, na gode. Ina ƙaunarka da dukan zuciyata!"
Duk da wannan, yayin da sa'o'i suka wuce a ranar Talata ta Disamba ba tare da wata magana daga Beck ba, McCready ta fara jin wani mummunan tsoro. Ta san cewa a cikin makonni da suka gabata, 'yarta tana fama da wani yanayi mai ban mamaki da tsanani na ƙara tsanantawa daga manajarta. Da wannan a zuciya, Emilli ta miƙa wa ɗaya daga cikin abokan Beck a barikin kira, wanda ya tabbatar musu cewa wataƙila Beck tana barci sosai. "Ya ce yana da minti biyar kawai kuma zai je ya tashe ta," in ji McCready. "Wannan minti biyar kamar har abada ne. Na ci gaba da kiran wayar Jays – har wani ya amsa. Muryar ta ce: 'Sannu, zan iya tambayar wane ne nake magana da shi?' Sai kawai na sani. Ba ma bukatar su gaya mini."
Gunner Beck ta ɗauki rayuwarta, ita kaɗai a ɗakinta. Kisan kai nata ya jefa haske a kan sojojin Biritaniya da yadda ake bi da mata da tsaro da kariya ga sabbin ma'aikata. A cikin shekaru biyar da suka gabata, tun daga mutuwar Beck, McCready ta yi gwagwarmaya don samun amsoshi da lissafi. Ta sami wasu, amma ta yi imanin akwai ƙarin abin da za a tono. A kowane mataki – binciken sabis, binciken shari'a da binciken 'yan sanda na gaba – McCready ta kasance a idon jama'a, tana magana da 'yan jarida, tana ba da shawara ga 'yarta. Yanzu, ta fito a cikin wani shirin gaskiya na Stacey Dooley, Death in the Barracks, wanda ke bin ci gaba da neman adalci na iyali. Har yanzu ba ta iya yarda cewa ɗaya daga cikin waɗannan gaskiya ne.
"Baƙin ciki ba shine abin da kuke gani a talabijin ba, inda nan take za ku faɗi ƙasa ku yi kuka," in ji McCready, wadda ta yi aiki shekaru 30 a fannin kulawa, yawancinsu a matsayin ma'aikaciyar jinya ta ƙarshen rayuwa. "Lokacin da na gano, nan take na canza daga zama uwa, abokiyar zama, 'ya, zuwa a zahiri jin kamar ina saka uniform dina. Abin ya shafi kare iyali da jagorantar su. Ko nawa na yi hira ko nawa na ga hoton Jays a labarai, ba ya shiga. Wannan ba 'yata ba ce – kuma wannan ba rayuwata ba ce. Ina kiranta 'uniform ɗina marar gani' kuma ban taɓa cire ta ba."
Beck ta shiga soja tana da shekaru 16. "A matsayin yaro, na kasance ina kiranta jaririya mai jan ƙura," in ji McCready. "Yarinyar da ba ta da kunya ce – tana cire ɗinkin gashinta, tana tara katantanwa. Tana son taimaka wa mahaifinta da aikin gida. Koyaushe kuna sanin lokacin da Jays take kusa." Tana da shekaru 15, ta dawo daga ranar ayyukan makaranta da niyyar shiga soja. McCready ba ta so. "Ban yi tsammanin hakan cikin miliyan ɗaya ba," in ji ta. "Na yi tsammanin wani lokaci ne kawai, amma ta ƙudura. Ta ba da komai da take da shi. Na tuna da ita tana gudu a ƙauyen sanye da jakunkuna cike da tubali don ƙarfafa ƙarfinta. Ƙarama ce – wataƙila girman shida." Bayan horon soja na farko na Beck, iyalinta sun halarci faretin kammala karatunta a Kwalejin Gidauniyar Soja a Harrogate. "Abin mamaki ne," in ji McCready. "Na kasance uwa mai alfahari." Beck ta zauna cikin farin ciki cikin rayuwar soja – amma a cikin watanni shida na ƙarshe, hakan ya canza. A watan Yuli 2021, yayin wani horo, Michael Webber (wanda yake ɗan shekara 39 a lokacin, mai aure, kuma babban sajan baturi) ya yi wa Beck fyade. Ta tsere kuma ta kwana a ɓoye a cikin motarta. Lokacin da Beck ta kai rahoton abin da ya faru ga manyan hafsoshi, an gaya mata kada ta zama "mai tayar da hankali ta mace" kuma an roƙe ta ta yi tunanin aikin Webber da iyalinsa. Daga ƙarshe, bayan ta sake kai rahoton a karo na biyu, an nemi Webber ya rubuta wa Beck wasiƙar neman gafara. An ƙara masa girma jim kaɗan bayan haka. Wannan yana nufin cewa watanni uku bayan haka, lokacin da manajarta, bombardier Ryan Mason, mai shekaru 32, ya fara nuna sha'awa mai tsanani ga Beck, ba ta da imani ga kowane tsarin korafi kuma babu inda za ta juya. McCready ta san duk wannan yayin da yake faruwa. "Jays ta gaya mini komai," in ji ta. 'Yarta har ma ta raba saƙonnin Mason a WhatsApp na iyali – ya aika fiye da 4,600 cikin watanni biyu. Iyalin sun yi ƙoƙarin ba ta shawara da tallafi, amma suna da nisan mil da yawa, kuma ka'idodin soja wata duniyar baƙo ce, rufaffiyar. "Lokacin da Michael Webber ya yi mata fyade, ta ce: 'Ka bar ni, sir.'" in ji McCready. "Na tuna da martani na na farko: 'Yaya, Jays, ka kirashi "sir"?' Wasu daga cikinsa sun fi ƙarfina." McCready (na biyu daga hagu) tana magana da 'yan jarida a wajen kotun binciken Wiltshire da Swindon a Salisbury, bayan binciken. Hoto: Ben Whitley/PA A cikin kwanaki bayan mutuwar Beck, yayin da gidansu ya cika da ma'aikatan soja, McCready ta ƙudura niyyar kawo duk abin da ta sani fili. "Jays ba za ta zama wata ƙididdiga ba. Ba wata 'mutuwa kwatsam' ba ce," in ji ta. "Ni ba 'uwa mai baƙin ciki' ba ce. Dole ne ka fi ƙarfin haka," ta ci gaba. "Dole ne in ci gaba don Jays da kuma Emilli. Me za ta yi idan na karye? Za ta rushe, ba za ta yi nisa a baya na ba." Kirsimeti ya yi kusa, don haka McCready ta tambayi Emilli yadda za su yi shi. Shin ma za su sayi itace? "Emilli ta ce: 'Mu yi itace, kuma mu je gidan Anti kamar yadda aka tsara don ranar Kirsimeti.' Don haka abin da muka yi ke nan," in ji McCready. "Ba ya jin daidai, amma babu abin da zai ji daidai. Na buga wani babban hoto na Jaysley na tambaya ko zan iya saka shi a cikin itace don ta kasance tana kallo." McCready ba ta taɓa wani barasa ba – a gaskiya, ba ta sha ko ɗigo ɗaya ba tun da ta rasa 'yarta. "Ba na son barasa ya shafi motsin raina," in ji ta. Ita ma ba ta kallon talabijin. "Ba na tsammanin yana da kyau ga tunanina. Na tuna ƙoƙarin kwantar da hankalina wata dare – ina tsammanin [da] Gogglebox – kuma abin da aka fara nunawa shi ne ɗakin gawa. Ba zan iya kashe shi da sauri ba." "Uniform ɗinta marar gani," shekarunta a cikin kulawar ƙarshen rayuwa, sun jagoranci duk shawarwarinta a cikin waɗannan makonni na farko. "Na san ina bukatar in kasance mai kirki ga hankalina, in nade shi da kumfa in kare shi," in ji ta. "Na zaɓi kada in ga Jays bayan mutuwarta kuma ba na nadama. Na san daga aikina cewa kwano ne kawai aka bari a baya, kuma ina son ganin kwanon 'yata? A maimakon haka, zan iya rufe idanuna kuma ita ce wannan yarinya mai farin ciki – tana murmushi, tana waƙa, tana gudu a kusa da lungu da jakarta a bayanta. Ban yi magana da mai binciken gawa ba – ba na son sanin cikakkun bayanai." Abin da ta yi shi ne farkon tunaninta shi ne ta je ɗakin Beck a sansanin Larkhill nan take da gaggawa. Dole ta matsa don samun izini. "An gaya mini ba a ba ni izini ba, don haka muka yi taro. Na bayyana yadda nake bukatar wannan lokacin. Ina so in kwanta a kan gadon 'yata. Ina so in san waƙar ƙarshe da ta kunna – Jays tana son kiɗa, koyaushe muna raba waƙoƙi da jerin waƙoƙi. Wace ce ƙarshen wankin da ta saka a kwandon wanki? Yaya tufafinta suke wari?"
Duba hoto a cikakken alloBeck (hagu) tare da 'yar'uwarta, Emilli, (tsakiya) da McCready. Hoto: Bayanin iyali
An ƙarshe an ba iyalin izinin shiga ranar 28 ga Disamba, ko da yake an fara gaya musu cewa dole ne su kasance tare da wani. "Na ce: 'A'a kwata-kwata.'" McCready tana da wata manufa kuma. "Ina bukatar in tattara bayanai da yawa kamar yadda zan iya don gano abin da ya faru," in ji ta. "Ina son wasiƙar neman gafara daga Michael Webber – na san daidai inda ta ajiye ta. Ina son agogon hannunta mai wayo da kwamfutar tafi-da-gidanta. Na sami dukansu. Ina son wayarta kuma – amma 'yan sandan Wiltshire sun riga sun ɗauke ta." Watanni bayan haka, lokacin da 'yan sanda ba su yi komai da wayar ba, McCready ta koma Wiltshire don ɗaukar ta, bayan ta yi nasarar jayayya cewa ita ce ta biya ta – don haka a gaskiya nata ne, ba na Beck ba.
"Ba wai kawai na saka uniform ɗina marar gani ba, a cikin tunanina, ina kuma zama ɗan sanda mai bincike," in ji McCready. "Na zauna da littafin fuskar bango na yi jerin lokaci." Ta kuma sami lauya ta Cibiyar Adalcin Soja. "Mun kasance cikin wannan tafiya tare kuma dole ne mu matsa don kowane bincike da bincike tun daga lokacin."
Akwai wasu amsoshi. Bayan binciken, rahoton taƙaitawar mai binciken gawa ya gano "tsanantawa marar jurewa" na Mason da "yawan saƙonni, kira da haɗuwar fuska da fuska na yau da kullum" sun kasance wani muhimmin dalili a kisan kai na Beck. A matsayinta na manajarta, Beck ta ga Mason mai mallaka da yaudara, yana tsara jadawalin aiki don su kasance tare koyaushe. Ya ce yana ƙaunarta, ya rubuta saƙonni da suka kai ga kasidu, ya kira ta da dare kuma ya shiga dogayen tattaunawa, wani lokaci har zuwa karfe huɗu na safe (lokacin da dole ta tashi da karfe shida na safe).
A ranar 7 ga Disamba 2021 – mako guda kafin mutuwar Beck – Mason da Beck sun kasance a wani otal don wani taron ɗaukar ma'aikata lokacin da Beck ta fita ba zato ba tsammani da dare, bayan ta kira wani aboki tana kuka, wanda ya tuƙa ya ɗauke ta ya koma barikin. A binciken, yana ba da shaida, Mason ya ce bai san dalilin tashin Beck ba zato ba tsammani a wannan daren ba. (Ya bar soja washegari bayan taron ɗaukar ma'aikata.)
Taƙaitawar ta kuma gano cewa rashin kulawa da korafin fyade na Beck a kan Webber a baya ya bar ta "da jin rashin adalci amma, mafi muhimmanci, [da asarar] imani ga ikonta na yin korafi yadda ya kamata". Bayan binciken, an tuhumi Webber da fyade kuma, a watan Oktoba da ya gabata, ya amsa laifinsa. An yanke masa hukuncin watanni shida.
Duba hoto a cikakken allo'Akwai har yanzu tambayoyi da yawa da ba a amsa ba' … McCready a gidanta a Cumbria. Hoto: Fabio De Paola/The Guardian
An gano wasu abubuwa a matsayin "muhimmi" daga mai binciken gawa, musamman "rikicewar" Beck game da dangantakarta ta kud da kud. A watan Nuwamba 2021, ta rabu da saurayinta na dogon lokaci – ko da yake su biyun sun kasance abokai. Sannan ta shiga wani ƙulla-ƙulla da wani sajan mai aure. Yarinya ce mai shekaru 19, in ji McCready, tana yin wasu kurakurai kuma tana neman hanyarta – kuma babu ɗaya daga cikin waɗannan da ke bayanin dalilin da ya sa 'yarta, wadda ba ta taɓa ba da rahoton wata matsala ta lafiyar hankali ba, za ta kawo ƙarshen rayuwarta ba zato ba tsammani haka.
"Gaskiyar magana ita ce, akwai har yanzu tambayoyi da yawa da ba a amsa ba," in ji McCready, "amma ina ƙoƙarin kada in bar su su shiga kaina. Ba zai canza komai ga Jays ba. A maimakon haka, ina ƙoƙarin mai da hankali kan canza abubuwa ga mutane na gaba." Ta yi maraba da shirye-shiryen Ma'aikatar Tsaro na magance "ɗabi'a marar karɓuwa" a cikin soja, wannan ya haɗa da ƙungiyar aiki ta Cin Zarafin Mata da 'Yan Mata da ƙungiyar sabis uku da ke rufe soja, ruwa da RAF, waɗanda za su fitar da manyan korafe-korafe daga cikin jerin umarni ɗaya. Duba hoto a cikakken allo 'A gare ni, tana nan har yanzu' … McCready da Beck. Hoto: Bayanin iyali "Yana tafiya a hanya madaidaiciya," in ji ta, "amma bai isa ba. Dole ne tsarin bayar da rahoto ya kasance mai zaman kansa, dabam daga soja. Har yanzu ana tuntuɓar ni kowace rana daga sojoji, tsofaffin sojoji da iyalansu waɗanda ke da nasu labarun fyade, cin zarafi, cin zarafi, tsanantawa – kuma ba mata kaɗai ba ne." Tana fatan shirin gaskiya na Dooley zai ƙarfafa ƙarin su fito, kuma tana cikin aiwatar da kafa wata ƙungiya ta hukuma, Muryar Jaysley, don ba da shawara a madadinsu. A halin yanzu, Kirsimeti – wannan ranar tunawa mafi wahala – yana zuwa. A wannan shekara, McCready da Anthony za su tashi zuwa Thailand don saduwa da Emilli da abokiyar zamanta, waɗanda yanzu ke zaune a Ostiraliya. "Mun yi wa juna alkawari cewa za mu kasance tare koyaushe a Kirsimeti," in ji McCready. "Emilli ta tafi tafiya watanni 10 bayan mun rasa Jaysley, don haka mun sadu da ita a Vietnam, Singapore, Thailand, Bali. Tana sa mu shagaltu, tana rayuwa mafi kyawun rayuwa, wanda shine ainihin abin da Jays za ta so gare ta. Za ta so hakan ga dukanmu." Wani lokaci, McCready tana mamakin ko ta bar wani lokaci da sarari don baƙin ciki. Ba ta yin kuka sau da yawa, in ji ta, kuma ta zaɓi kada ta yi shawara. Shin duk zai iya rushewa? "Ina tambaya: 'Shin wannan ne?'" in ji ta. "Me nake jira in ji? Ina cikin musu?" Yawancin lokaci, duk da haka, ta fi son yin imani cewa Jaysley tana kusa, tana riƙe ta tare, tana kare ta daga mafi munin, har yanzu tana kan gadi. "Wataƙila tana cewa: 'Haka zai kasance gare ku, Mama, ba zan bar ku a cutar da ku ba,'" in ji McCready. "A gare ni, tana nan har yanzu." Stacey Dooley: Death in the Barracks yana nunawa Talata 27 ga Oktoba da ƙarfe 9 na yamma a BBC Three; da ƙarfe 10.40 na yamma a BBC One; da iPlayer A Burtaniya da Ireland, ana iya tuntuɓar Samaritans a wayar kyauta 116 123. A Amurka, zaku iya kira ko aika sako zuwa 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline a 988 ko yin hira a 988lifeline.org. A Ostiraliya, sabis ɗin tallafin rikici Lifeline shine 13 11 14. Ana iya samun wasu layukan taimako na ƙasa da ƙasa a befrienders.org
Tambayoyin da ake yawan yi
Ga tambayoyin da ake yawan yi game da labarin Jaysley Beck da tafiyar mahaifiyarta daga uwa mai baƙin ciki zuwa ɗan sanda mai bincike
Tambayoyin Farko
Wane ne Jaysley Beck
Jaysley Beck wata matashiyar sojan Biritaniya ce wadda ta mutu a 2021 yayin da take aiki a Sojojin Biritaniya. An fara ɗaukar mutuwarta a matsayin kisan kai amma tambayoyin da iyalinta suka yi sun kai ga wani babban bita na yadda soja ke kula da sabbin ma'aikata da jin daɗinsu
Wane ne mahaifiyar Jaysley Beck
Mahaifiyarta ita ce Leighann McCready. Bayan mutuwar 'yarta ta horar kuma ta zama 'yar sanda mai bincike don ta iya bincika yanayin da kanta
Yaya Jaysley Beck ta mutu
Jaysley ta mutu a watan Disamba 2021 a Sansanin Larkhill a Wiltshire. An fara yanke hukuncin mutuwarta a matsayin kisan kai amma iyalinta sun ƙalubalanci wannan shawarar kuma sun matsa don cikakken bincike
Me ya sa mahaifiyarta ta zama 'yar sanda mai bincike
Ta ji binciken farko na mutuwar 'yarta bai isa ba. Zama 'yar sanda mai bincike ya ba ta ƙwarewa da matsayi don bincika shaidu, tambayar labarin hukuma da fafutukar neman cikakken bincike
Me ake nufi da "took on the military" a nan
Yana nufin ta ƙalubalanci yadda Soja ke kula da shari'ar 'yarta a bainar jama'a, tana matsa don lissafi, canje-canje ga ayyukan jin daɗi da amsoshi game da al'ada da kulawa a sansanin da Jaysley ta yi aiki
Tambayoyin Ci Gaba
Wace damuwa aka taso game da yadda soja ke kula da shari'ar
Rahotanni da fafutukar iyali sun nuna batutuwa kamar rashin isasshen kulawa ga matasan sojoji, rashin kyau wajen kula da damuwar jin daɗi da tambayoyi game da yadda aka gudanar da binciken farko
Menene sakamakon binciken
Wani binciken mai binciken gawa ya duba yanayin mutuwar Jaysley. Iyalin sun yi amfani da tsarin don matsa don amsoshi game da aikin kulawa na Soja da ko an rasa alamun gargaɗi
Wace darasi mai amfani wannan shari'ar ke bayarwa ga soja
Tana jaddada bukatar ingantaccen duba jin daɗi ga sabbin ma'aikata, hanyoyin bayar da rahoto bayyanannu don damuwa, cikakken bincike na mutuwar da ba a zata ba da kuma gaskiya ga iyalai da suka rasa
Me iyalai za su iya yi idan suna shakkar binciken hukuma
Za su iya neman shawara ta doka, neman bincike ko bita, yin hulɗa da ƙungiyoyin sa ido da fafutuka a bainar jama'a. Hanyar Leighann McCready – samun ƙwarewar bincike da kanta – misali ne mai ban mamaki amma mai ƙarfi
Me ya sa wannan labarin ke da muhimmanci fiye da iyali ɗaya
Yana tayar da manyan tambayoyi game da aikin kulawa a
Rayuwa da mutuwar Jaysley Beck: yadda mahaifiyarta ta zama jami’ar bincike – kuma ta shiga aikin soja
